week

Have not been blogging this week, I do not have the feel of doing anything. So lets have a quick summary of how is my week so as to fill in my readers [:

23.10.06
no work thus have been resting at home [:

24.10.06
went out slacking with Wei Hao and Qing Quan, meet them at causeway point. Both of them was holding some toys from kiddy palace, they look funny with it. Decided to go bishan to slack, walked around and took some funny pictures, waiting for Qing Quan to send me the pictures. Slacked at swensen as usual they took funny pictures again but this time round there is video and I am the lead! -_-

25.10.06 - 27.10.06
working!

28.10.06
Met up with some of our batchmates to buy Alllvin Ee birthday present. With just 4 of us, we occupied a table with 20 seats as Swensen dont take in reservation during the weekends, we were questioned by the manager when it was like 7pm! Both Yuhui and I were in shock and we started calling the rest to hurry up.

Celebrated Alllvin's birthday, we sang the birthday song so loud that all the customers and staff were looking at our table! The guys were so violent, they sabo-ed Alllvin till very jialat, Nicky even poured pepper on him!

Went wala-wala after dinner, Max and David(mugger beng)were the red brothers! their face were red after drinking but not drank yet! After drinking, we went Thomson for some prata. The man at the prata shop just passed the order slip to Nicky, all of us were laughing like mad as it makes Nicky looks like one of them especially when he took the order slip to the man!


explaining the orders!

Nicky looks serious when explaining the orders, but he still take down the wrong orders, no wonder he is only paid 5 cents per hour!

P2 always thought the guys that revolved around me are only jason; ambrose practically all the RC guys but she changed her thinking when she saw me on 21.10.06 with a group of guys! *grins* they are all not bad right! hehe

arent they "cute"



p2


chicky boy! (chee keong)

and I have found my mugger specs! whee [:

notfeelingood

Have not been feeling good these days as in my emotions, I cant explain the feelings. It feels weird, and it make me feel worst. It is like you feel like crying but no tears flows drop your cheek or you feel like shouting but no voice come out from your vocal.


You think everything is set in your favour,
But life puts many curves in your path.
One small twist can bring an entirely different fate.

deathnote

Went "dating" with my poly gang today, to celebrate Qing Quan 20th Birthday! Our organiser, Mr Terence Wong was late when he told us not to, went Vivocity to purchase the movie tickets for Deathnote but they were sold-out thus we got our tickets for Plaza Sing.

Had our early dinner at the glass house Fish & Co before the movie, our birthday boy got his birthday ice-cream from the resturant!

Deathnote was great, and it make me crave for the anime and comics!

Hope to go for some shopping spree soon, but I have decided to put them on hold. Since my gang likes going JB for shopping spree, I shall joined them the next trip and see if I am able to purchase my stuff there as the price will be cheaper! I will be buying Deathnote full comic series from JB!

More movies coming out and they looks great! *grins*

usual gathering!

Yong Hock and Jason decided to jio people to Vivocity today, since I will be with my poly gand in the late evening decided to join them in the afternoon. When I reach harbourfront at 2.15pm, which is 15 minutes later than the meeting time, I only managed to see Yong Hock.

Being nice, I helped him to call the other organiser, Mr Jason Gan! Called him for like 30 times before he wake up. As usual, he overslept! Met up with my poly gang while Yong Hock walked around Vivocity waiting for the rest!

A reminder to all organisers: Don't plan for last minute outing and don't be late if you are the organiser. [:

jnc

Went out with jnc today, it has been quite some time since I last join them for gatheringas I was held out with other events. As usual, our late queens are late and we waited for Jessica for 15 minutes, Pei Hua for an hour, Yah Fong for many many hours.

Went shopping, and dinner last but not least coffee; introduced TCC to all of them, we had a great time "digging" Sandy's and Yah Fong's love history! I got bluffed again, Yah Fong has a bf and they started since March!

It was great meeting all of them, hope I can make it for the next few gatherings. We will have a farewell party for Judee in Jan before she fly to Perth for her studies, and she will be there for 5 years!

pacifier



It shows how much a 19 year-old teenager hopes to turn the clock and be a carefree baby who only eat, sleep, play, laugh when someone plays with them with no worries, just like the playful Baby Zenden.

boss

Our boss was in super good mood today! She even chit-chat with us during lunch! We were talking about sliming, even since I joined the company, everyone is talking about sliming, my influence is BIG [:

My supervior told me that our boss want her to keep in contact with me, maybe I will be back again as part timer, and by then I wouldnt be drawing a ay of less than $500! [:

destoryed.parents

To be frank, I have tried to 'destory' myself before. Let's spare the deatils

If you are thinking of ways to 'destory' your life either now or before, let me tell you something that have sort of change my view and hopefully it will give you a different view too.

First of all, let me ask you a question. How did you ended up on the mother Earth?

Many will answered, my mum gave birth to me xx years ago thus I am here and blah blah blah. The answer is definitely right, but do you know that millions of your brothers and sisters were killed just to let ONE and ONLY YOU to come to this world? You have decided to shoulder the responsibilities to see every beautiful things in this world and you have unknowingly promised the millions of them to live life to the fullest.

I am not teaching biology here and I will never in future. If you don't know, you have swam with all your might and you have went through all the obstacles just to meet the 'egg'.

You are not the only one who went through the 'process' , your parents and everyone around you were affected too. I can't tell every individual, how the process has affected you or your parents, but I do know that you are the BEST gift that your parents has ever received.

Do spare a thought for yourself, if not your parents. They have spend so much on YOU, be it time, money or LOVE. Have you told them how much you love them? or gave them the hug that is filled with love?

Ending your life now will make you free from all the pain and worries or you maybe hoping that after all the 'destorying' you will be numb, but all the actions will bring more pain for your loved one, especially your parents who have bought you to this world.

For those who have never thought of ending/destoying your life, here is a story for you to reflect on:

The Apple Tree

A long time ago, there was a huge apple tree. A little boy loved to come and play around it everyday. He climbed to the tree top, ate the apples, and took a nap under the shadow. He loved the tree and the tree loved to play with him.

Time went by. The little boy had grown up and he no longer played around the tree everyday. One day, the boy came back to the tree and >he looked sad. "Come and play with me," the tree asked the boy. "I am no longer a kid, I don't play around trees anymore." The boy replied, "I want toys. I need money to buy them." "Sorry, but I don't have money but you can pick all my apples and sell them. So, you will have money."The boy was so excited. He grabbed all the apples on the tree and left happily. The boy never came back after he picked the apples. The tree was sad.

One day, the boy returned and the tree was so excited. "Come and play with me," the tree said. "I don't have time to play. I have to work for family. We need a house for shelter. Can you help me?" "Sorry, but I don't have a house. But you can chop off my branches to build your house." So the boy cut all the branches of the tree and left happily. The tree was glad to see him happy but the boy never came back since then. The tree was again lonely and sad.One hot summer day, the boy returned and the tree was delighted. "Come and play with me!" the tree said. "I am sad and getting old. I want to go sailing to relax myself. Can you give me a boat?" "Use my trunk to build your boat. You can sail far away and be happy." So the boy cut the tree trunk to make a boat. He went sailing and never showed up for a long time.

Finally, the boy returned after he left for so many years. "Sorry, my boy. But I don't have anything for you anymore. No more apples for you." the tree said. "I don't have teeth to bite" the boy replied. "No more trunk for you to climb on" "I am too old for that now" the boy said. "I really can't give you anything. The only thing left is my dying roots" the tree said with tears. "I don't need much now,just a place to rest. I am tired after all these years." The boy replied."Good! Old tree roots is the best place to lean on and rest. Come, sit down with me and rest." The boy sat down and the tree was glad and smiled with tears.

This is a story of everyone. The tree is our parent. When we were young, we loved to play with our parents. When we grew up, we left them. Only came to them when we needed something or when we were in trouble. No matter what, parents will always be there and give everything they can to make you happy. You may think the boy is cruel to the tree but that's how most of us are treat our parents.

Let us do as much as we can for our parents just like how you would like your children to do for you in future

*Dont ask me what had happend to me x years ago as I have tried to forget*

nosebleed

People say that you will nose bleed when you see shuai ge or mei nu. Indeed my nose bleed, but without any shuai ge or mei nu in front of me!

I have not fully recover from my flu, cough and sore throat and my nose just bleed when I blow my nose and it is not just a drop or two but many many drops! At the first thought, I have fear that I have nose cancer, but come to think about it, it must be the heatiness! as the weather hasn't been friendly to any of us these days.

The PSI hit 130 this afternoon, it is pretty bad. Years ago, when the haze visited Singapore, my friends and I were hoping that PSI reading will reached 300 as we will have no schools by then, but now I hope I can fix a HUGE fan in the sky and blow all the haze back to it home town! Lets hope 'they' will be kind to all of us on Earth and have a downpour SOON in the 'burning' country!

My nose is very fragile now! ]:

gettingbetter [:

As stated in my previous post, I was terribly sick. After taking my medication yesterday, I slept till around 9pm and went back to sleep again at 12am. When you are sick, you have the privilege of sleeping for 20 hours! YES, plus and minus, I slept for 20 hours and my air-con was on for freaking 24 ++ hours.

Went to cut my hair today, feel much lighter now. Have the thought of hightlighting my hair, but come to think about it, I havent decide of what shocking colour I want and I maybe going back for unit trainings thus I just dyed a base colour to cover my white hairs. Meet the rest for dinner and coffee, as usual went arcade after that, but this time round with additional members of Jianfu, Poh Boon and Ying Sheng.

I am getting better, thanks for all the concerns. [:

iamsick ]:

I have not felt so terrible for such a long time. Have been coughing, sneezing and throat feeling funny, and the worst came last night. My body was burning but I was feeling cold, was tossing on my bed till around 3am before I slept.

Decided to take MC for the day and rest at home, it has been long since I can sleep till 12noon on a weekday, watched some cartoons and now back home after seeing the doctor. Shall go lie on my bed and try to rest abit.

Any programme for tomorrow?

I have nothing to lost [:
I love my timetable [:

stayingcool

My weekends were made free and I have rejected the offer for the forum, but after many emails and smses flying around, it seems like we were unable to have our free time with them thus I agreed to go for the forum. Yet in the middle of the week, I was told that weekends are back to us again, was caught in a dilemma; to reject the other party again?

I am sorry but I wouldn't want to reject a party twice. I appreciated the effort that have put in to communicate with the organisation, but do consider and realised that not everyone is the same or has the same priority.

Responsibilities. I have promised my responsibilites to be there if the slot is ours. Indeed, it was ours in the end but at such a last minute notice when I have prepared myself for the forum and I have rejected the forum once.

As much as I wished I was there on sunday, but would you want your viruses to be spread to the students and let "them" be part of their memories?

I understand and appreciated the effort and help given by the others in the hosting process. Gald that you guys have enjoyed yourseleves over the weekend

If I were to shift responsibilites, I would not have replied emails and smses or even meet up till late for their visits. Bear in mind, everyone have their own principles. [:

PSI is raising!

The haze is getting worst, currently the PSI was 140! Was pretty excitied when I saw the TV, as it has been some time since the PSI appearing on the TV.

The haze is affecting my cough and making me crazy too! I was pretty crazy just now, was irritating Mugger Beng since he arrived and bullying the 'kid' (Chee Keong) on our way to MRT, it was fun but tiring! Maybe I will be feminine or rather not so violent when I slimmed down!

Just tahan my craziness till the haze is over!

NYAA GOLD AWARD PRESENTATION CEREMONY

Today was the 6th NYAA Gold Award Presentation Ceremony held at Nanyang Polytechnic Auditorium. 2 years ago, I attended the ceremony as guest aka supporter and today I attended the ceremony as the Gold Award recipient.

The feeling is totally different when you are at your home ground, everything seems so familiar. When the ambassadors were on duty, I went around chit-chating with them as I reached auditorium early and I was bored and that is when my PR-ing start.

NYP was named the 'home team' as we were at our home ground but we got "owned" by Singapore Polytechnic, they have around 65 Gold Award Holders this year, 50% more than ours. Which makes me more determined to make my NYP NYAA members to "owned" them during the next award presentation ceremony.

It was a very fast process, I only felt nervous when it was my turn to go on stage to take the scroll from the GOH, my hands were feeling cold! Although we were the home team, many of us didn't follow the 'proper procedures' which is to move a few steps away from the GOH and bow to the audience, we didnt even bowed. After 18 months of hardwork, with tons of reports and journals to be completed within the limited time frame, it was all completed in just 1 minute.

The sense of statisfaction was very strong, especially when I saw Ying Shya; the woman behind all the NYP Gold Award Holder and I am her 1st president in NYP NYAA Students' Club who got the award. She is the one who chased us for our reports and journals, we were all afraid to see her office number appearing on our mobilephones. A millions thanks to her although she said we are the one who deserves all the credits [: I will do my best to bring the club up even though you are not at NYP anymore

I was introudced to many big shots in NYP by Janette, which means a lot of PR-ing today. Went to meet the new SBM deputy director with the other 3 SBM Gold Awar Holders with Mr Lionel after everything, he seems better than the other deputy director, he looks more friendly and he smiles more [:

Now a Gold Award Holder, I hope I will be the advisor for my next NYP NYAA EXCO, be a Gold Award Holder Alumni in NYP since I mentioned that I want my NYP NYAA members to "owned" the next Gold Award Presentation Ceremony. Beware! more events coming up from NYP NYAA Students' Club [:

I believe as the years go by, the role you play will be different, like today I am a mature young lady; the NYP NYAA Students' Club President, but I can be a playful and rebellious girl during fun time, being flexible is very important! I hope I will be somone who will be remembered by the directors and SA Officers thru the events she has organised.

I granted my dad's wish by taking a close-up photo with His Excellency Preseident SR Nathan. I shall wait for my fellow Gold Award Holder to send me the photo [:


The woman behind all NYP Gold Award Holders


The man who brighten up our days in NYP SA office

Shuai ge, Shuai ge and more Shuai ge!

Saw my Shuai ge no 1 at the usual bus stop, which is like finally as I have been missing the bus since Monday! Took the same bus as my Shuai ge no 2, see shuai ges in the morning really make my day!

Thought my day will be boring as I have to tag fixed assets AGAIN! but this time round, it was a not bad looking production superivor who showed me the way! WHEE! So he is my shuai ge no 3!

The Swiss delegates are here thus there is a welcome dinner at a hotel, it seems grand as there are many 'big shots' who were there to grace the dinner. The Swiss guys were not bad looking too! haha. get along well with them as we are all youth! They should be at MOS now, didn't join them as I am tired and the NYAA Gold award presentation ceremony is tomorrow!

My heart feels weird when the song is played ]:

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Baby Matthew!

Went to watch Rob-B-Hood with QiHui, initally we wanted to watch Little man but we missed the timing and our dearest Daphen and Jason ps us ]:

Rob-B-Hood is a nice movie, it is a comedy at the same time there are some touching parts for the audiences to reflect on. I laughed and teared at the same time, cant blame me as I am emotional!

Meet the P3 for dinner at Millenia walk LJS, had fun suan-ing Daphen, the rest should know why! After some time, Kenny, Alllvin, Mugger Beng and Jason arrived and we meet them at Quicksliver before they had their dinner at Marina Square's LJS!

We were laughing and talking so loudly that we got scolded by the store manager! Went acrade and esplanade to chit-chat before heading home. Took NR1 again, but this time round, the service starts eariler and it took us only 45 mins so much faster than the pervious time.

I think I should be staying at home today(Sunday) as no programme as of now! lol